Last Saturday Night

I know it's kinda super late but Happy New Year 2012 to you! I can't believe it's 2012 already, though it's the tenth day of 2012, but it still feels like it. Though the rumour said the world will end in December 21, 2012 but I still hope that it is just a rumour and everything will be better and better in this year of dragon. No more drama and conflict, only a year full of joy and blessing, amien :)

Pardon me fellas for my absence these days, I just got back from rush. You know, on my last holiday I can't enjoy it well because my grandma passed away on December 21, 2011 :( and so I spent the rest of my holiday in my grandma's house prepared the Ngaben ceremonial that was held on December, 31st which is on the new year's eve. I spent the new year's eve at my grandma's house, watching Korean movies City Hunter. How sad....

Ah by the way, on the last Saturday I went to Ubud with some of my classmates to attend my classmate; Janny's birthday bash in Naaruto. The place was good and also the food was delicious plus it was rainy and chilly that made everything just perfect! And of course we took some photos. Here are some of them...

Left to right: Ayu, Claudia, Janny, Gung Anik, Dwipa, Awi, Naka, Me, Gung Mas, Febri

Left to right: Hady, Suwi, De Bella, Janny, Gus Ari, Christian, Jockey

After we finished our meal (it was roasted chicken, so yum!) the boys brought playing cards and they played chapsa, as always -_- and we talked and we laughed so much. It was totally fun! Thank you for inviting us, Jen! :)

Playing chapsa -_-

Happy birthday, Janny! xx

Anyway as you can clearly see, my shoutmix box is currently disappear because of I-don't-know-why -_- but I promise I'll fix it real soon, just not today hehehe. I gotta go now, hope y'all have a great Tuesday. xx

Moody Days

I've waited a hundred years.  

But I'd wait a million more for you.  

Nothing prepared me for 

What the privilege of being yours would do.

If I had only felt the warmth within your touch, 

If I had only seen how you smile when you blush,  

Or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough, 

I would have known what I was living for all along. 

What I've been living for.

Your love is my turning page, 

Where only the sweetest words remain. 

Every kiss is a cursive line, 

Every touch is a redefining phrase.
 

I surrender who I've been for who you are, 

For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart. 

If I had only felt how it feels to be yours,  

Well, I would have known what I've been living for all along.  

What I've been living for.

Though we're tethered to the story we must tell, 

When I saw you, 

Well, I knew we'd tell it well. 

With a whisper, we will tame the vicious seas. 

Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees.

Have you watch Breaking Dawn Part 1 yet? Well if you have, then you must be familiar with the lyrics. Yepppp, it's one of Breaking Dawn soundtrack, Turning Page by Sleeping at Last. I love this song so much. I love the lyrics, the music, everything. Plus this song is played on the wedding scene which I love. Ah.... so lovely. I keep playing this song every time, over and over. And also keep singing it with my brilliant voice lol. It makes me feel calm. Yeah whatever, I just love this song so much. And thanks to Awi who kindly downloaded this song for me hihi :*

I don't really know what I'm feeling right now. Happy? No. Sad? Not really. And please, I am not galau or whatever you call it. Zzzz. I'm just...... in my moody days. Yeah you know, girls, hormonal factor, which happens monthly. And it makes me super duper sensitive lately. You know, everything seem so wrong to me, even if it's right. I often get upset with something or someone, which are innocent. I make simple things complicated. I ruin someone's mood. I mess up with everyone. Man, I am a horrible person :( To everyone I messed up with, I am sorry. I just can't control myself. I am sorry, I really am. Soooooo, peace? :D

I don't know if this also caused by hormonal stuff or it's just me, but I'm getting lazier day by day. All I wanna do is laying in my bed with blanket on, read some good novels or watch some romantic movies. Ah and some snacks would be great. Nyummm...... Ah I wanna buy some new novels. I want all Nicholas Sparks' novels. I WANT IT ALL!!!  And I also want an iPod touch. Well, I can tell you the list of things I wanna buy but it's just gonna hurt me more because I can't really buy it. Hiks. 

Well my eyes are getting heavier and my bed is tempting me right now and the pillows are like winking at me. Oh dear... Time to have some good rest. Goodnight everyone, have a nice dream! xx