June 7, 2011

A Letter To Rio

Hey, it's almost a month since the day you walked away. It's 25 days actually :"p
Hhhh... You've no idea how fuckin' much I miss you right now. It's more than words can explain. Way too much... I'm missing you everyday, every single night since the day you walked away. I miss you more and more day by day. Never ever less :"D
Truth is, I've tried so many times to let you go. I swear I did. But I just can't. You don't know how hurt it is to let you go...
Every time I saw you updated your BBM status I just felt horrible...  It's just making me missing you more and more. Do you know what's the first thing I do after I woke up in the morning? I go check my phone, check my bbm, and check on your timeline. I do that everyday :)
I have so much things I wanna tell you. I wrote it all. On my phone's notepad, on BBM, in a piece of paper, even in my school bench... So pathetic. But it makes me feel better somehow...
Why do you have to go away? Why don't you just stay here with me? Why don't you look at me now just once, and see how much I love you? You know what, I do love you since the very first day. I just don't realize it sooner :")






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