Moody Days

I've waited a hundred years.  

But I'd wait a million more for you.  

Nothing prepared me for 

What the privilege of being yours would do.

If I had only felt the warmth within your touch, 

If I had only seen how you smile when you blush,  

Or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough, 

I would have known what I was living for all along. 

What I've been living for.

Your love is my turning page, 

Where only the sweetest words remain. 

Every kiss is a cursive line, 

Every touch is a redefining phrase.
 

I surrender who I've been for who you are, 

For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart. 

If I had only felt how it feels to be yours,  

Well, I would have known what I've been living for all along.  

What I've been living for.

Though we're tethered to the story we must tell, 

When I saw you, 

Well, I knew we'd tell it well. 

With a whisper, we will tame the vicious seas. 

Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees.

Have you watch Breaking Dawn Part 1 yet? Well if you have, then you must be familiar with the lyrics. Yepppp, it's one of Breaking Dawn soundtrack, Turning Page by Sleeping at Last. I love this song so much. I love the lyrics, the music, everything. Plus this song is played on the wedding scene which I love. Ah.... so lovely. I keep playing this song every time, over and over. And also keep singing it with my brilliant voice lol. It makes me feel calm. Yeah whatever, I just love this song so much. And thanks to Awi who kindly downloaded this song for me hihi :*

I don't really know what I'm feeling right now. Happy? No. Sad? Not really. And please, I am not galau or whatever you call it. Zzzz. I'm just...... in my moody days. Yeah you know, girls, hormonal factor, which happens monthly. And it makes me super duper sensitive lately. You know, everything seem so wrong to me, even if it's right. I often get upset with something or someone, which are innocent. I make simple things complicated. I ruin someone's mood. I mess up with everyone. Man, I am a horrible person :( To everyone I messed up with, I am sorry. I just can't control myself. I am sorry, I really am. Soooooo, peace? :D

I don't know if this also caused by hormonal stuff or it's just me, but I'm getting lazier day by day. All I wanna do is laying in my bed with blanket on, read some good novels or watch some romantic movies. Ah and some snacks would be great. Nyummm...... Ah I wanna buy some new novels. I want all Nicholas Sparks' novels. I WANT IT ALL!!!  And I also want an iPod touch. Well, I can tell you the list of things I wanna buy but it's just gonna hurt me more because I can't really buy it. Hiks. 

Well my eyes are getting heavier and my bed is tempting me right now and the pillows are like winking at me. Oh dear... Time to have some good rest. Goodnight everyone, have a nice dream! xx

Sweet December♥

HEY BUDDY, IT'S DECEMBER ALREADY! Whoa can't believe it! This year went by soooo fast, eh? December always be my favorite month among all. Wanna know why? Hahaha cause my birthday is on December, 2nd which is 3 days ago. And what makes it more special is.... it was my sweet 17th birthday!! It was absolutely sweet yet so funny. I got two surprises that day; from my brother and his girlfriend, from my bestfriends and also my boyfriend... hmm wait, have I told you I've a boyfriend now? Whoop guess I just did :p

Well, I woke up in the morning earlier than usual (about 5 a.m.) cause it was the last day of final examination, I gotta study in the morning blablabla -_- but then when it was 6 a.m., my phone started to ring like million times! Yeah so true. I got hundred and more BBMs from the people I love. Everyone said happy birthday and wished me all the best. Some people put my name on their personal message on BBM, and wrote something like "Happy birthday Andin". And one of my buddy Awi made me a picture full of my ugly photos and some of my close friends used it as their display picture! Holly shit -_- But thank you so much! I was so glad. Well I am still feeling so glad :) 

Thank you!♥

 

Then I went to school just like any others day, but I should answered hundred of shitty questions in a shitty paper. Yeah, final examination is suck dude. Then I went home like it wasn't my birthday cause nothing happened and my friends were like, whatever -_- So when I got home, my uncle and my aunty and my little cousin came. We talked and we ate pizza and blabla. But suddenly my bro Aya came with his girlfriend Mika and they were like hurry and hid in the kitchen. I took a look and found them prepared J.Co doughnuts and candles and tarra! They wanted to surprise me but failed! Hahaha lol! Cause they thought I was in my bedroom and they didn't know if my uncle was there. So it was failed but yet I love it. I blew the candles and we ate the doughnuts. Hm nyum! :9

Then my eldest brother, Jim asked me to go to Centro to pick my birthday gift with his girlfriend. We left at 6 p.m. and arrived at 7 something, I forgot -_- just after we sat in a restaurant and about to order food, Jim got called by my mom and tarra! Dentria, Dwipa, Awi, Lia, Chandra, Sintha, Bitha, Diana, Dipa, and Diana's little brother were at my house, in purpose to surprise me but I wasn't at home!! Hahahaha lol! Then I went back home (thanks God we haven't order our food there!) and what a surprise when I arrived home, there were no one. My mom said they had leave just few minutes ago. And I was like arggghhh!!! But then Aya asked me to turn his PC off in his room, but in unusual way. Then he asked me to take his phone charger in my room, and I was like "There is something strange here". When I was about to open my room's door, I saw some candles light from the small window above the door. And when I opened it, I found a birthday cake with Shaun The Sheep theme put in the chair, and everyone were standing on the corner suffering from the heat! Well I wasn't lying. My room is as hot as hell, just so you know -_- they sang me a happy birthday and I blew the candles and someone came and brought me a bucket of roses and kissed my forehead ;) Then we went downstairs and ate McD that my mom had ordered. And everything is just purrrfect! I love every minutes, even every second of my 17th birthday! Ah guys you are the best! Thank you!!♥♥♥

The Shaun-The-Sheep birthday cake. Sorry for the missing-cake-slices -_-

Two Shaun The Sheep dolls, an orange roses bouquet, a pair of flatshoes and a cute shorts!

The next day, I went to Centro (again) with Jim and his girlfriend cause I hadn't got my gift yet. Centro was as hot as hell that day, cause all the ACs were off. Can you imagine that place with hundreds of crowds but with no AC at all?! Damn hot! So we decided to have a dinner in a different place and we picked Rumours at Seminyak. After finished our dinner, one of the waitress came carrying a slice of chocolate cake with a candle and started to sing from the kitchen to my table, and everyone were lookin' at me and sang me a happy birthday too!! What a surprise! And so it counts as my third surprise ;)

You don't know how special it was to me. It is special! Well, more special than words can describe :) Thank you for making my 17th birthday so special. I love y'all! :*