I don't agree with Bruno Mars. He said "Cause girl you're amazing just the way you are..." fact is, I'm not amazing the way I am.. I'm not pretty, not smart, not a kind of girl boys-will-chase-after. So what's amazing about me? Nothing...
Why don't I have a pretty face? So that boys will chase after me. So that I won't feel mellow everyday. So that I won't think about the same guy who doesn't even remember my name, all the time... Why life is so unfair?
June 7, 2011
A Letter To Rio
Hey, it's almost a month since the day you walked away. It's 25 days actually :"p
Hhhh... You've no idea how fuckin' much I miss you right now. It's more than words can explain. Way too much... I'm missing you everyday, every single night since the day you walked away. I miss you more and more day by day. Never ever less :"D
Truth is, I've tried so many times to let you go. I swear I did. But I just can't. You don't know how hurt it is to let you go...
Every time I saw you updated your BBM status I just felt horrible... It's just making me missing you more and more. Do you know what's the first thing I do after I woke up in the morning? I go check my phone, check my bbm, and check on your timeline. I do that everyday :)
I have so much things I wanna tell you. I wrote it all. On my phone's notepad, on BBM, in a piece of paper, even in my school bench... So pathetic. But it makes me feel better somehow...
Why do you have to go away? Why don't you just stay here with me? Why don't you look at me now just once, and see how much I love you? You know what, I do love you since the very first day. I just don't realize it sooner :")
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